Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in Earthshine's LiveJournal:

Monday, October 25th, 2004
1:56 pm	Halloween!!! Fantasy Fest is an option but I much rather leave the keys this year. I just managed to get my car back from the shop and ended up paying almost a thousand dollars to get it fixed. Mom is going to sell the car as soon as we get the loan from the bank for her having re-financed the house. Then "she says" we will both get new cars. Im hoping so. I havent had a chance to see stacey or gill since my car broke down. Friends are too important to live soooo farrrrr awayyyyyyy. Someone come save me. I promise to be a good girl until we get out of here!!! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 13th, 2004
1:41 am	Never is never too late Its been a long time since i've been on here. I will try to post some more as I know have a computer since I'm living back at home with Mom. Yes last post I was living there. Much has happened in the in-between. I have a car now. I have a means to make the dreams in my head come true. More soon... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 27th, 2002
11:55 am	A day with Dad So my father is coming to pick me up today at 2. He says he wants to talk to me about something important. Now... I always get scared when my parents tell me things like this cause it always sounds like the worst thing is about to happen. I hope he is ok. The last time we had a "talk" my parents got divorced. Rebecca didnt come by this morning for our bike ride. That kinda sent me into the dumps. I really wanted to get out of the house. I feel stuck here. My mom has fowarded the home phone to her cell and I am not even supposed to be on the computer. What's a girl supposed to do!!! I could walk over to David's but I am not even sure he's home. Gonna rest for a while. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, August 26th, 2002
12:38 pm	Bartending School I want to go to Bartending School. I know a few places down here that have help wanted signs and specifically for bartenders. Yes its a lot of work and I know it will be fustrating as there is an overabundance of drunken old men down here that have nothing better to do than make obscene comments to a young girl like me-self, but hey....it PAYS. My mom is against it naturally. Rebecca says that I will only get myself into trouble at these bars as I will constantly run into people whom I dont really get along with here in Largo. I guess I cant escape my past. Its hard enough to get work down here and then having to deal with ex boyfriends and just downright nasty people is tough. Why cant everyone just smoke pot and stop fucking drinking soo much!!!!!! I swear alcohol is the root of all evil. At least down here. This town needs to mellow out. Ok now that I have that out of my system. Rebecca called me this morning and asked me if I wanted to go for a bike ride. It was cool. We dont hang as much as we used to but she is definitely making the effort to be around more. I like this. Its hard to keep friends down here. Everyone lives so far away from each other and if you dont have a car its difficult to get around. So we bike a a bit. And the subject turns to boyz. She wants to break up with her boyfriend of almost 4 years! I couldnt believe it. I think she had too much fun at Fuacata with the guys and now is rethinking her relationship. She says that her and thom barely talk on the phone and that he is always leaving town to hang with his friends in Miami and rarely asks her to come along. I guess its tough to have a b/f and not be able to spend the weekend with them. In this case Rebecca seems to not be devastated which is good. She seems controlled. Mom is thinking of getting me a used car for Christmas. She says I have to save 2 thousand and that she will pay the rest. Right now I have about 300 dollars in my bank account. Hmmm....maybe I can drive up to goldfinger south and do some dancing for a little extra cash. My friend stacey strips there and makes 400 dollars a night! I just dont know. Thats crossing the line. What if I like it too much or get used to making that kind of money. What if my mom were to find out!! She would kill me for sure. Either way I need to hustle. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 24th, 2002
6:09 pm	Unbelievable Its been non stop partying since Fuacata!!! Thursday night was amazing. Fuacata has to be one of the coolest clubs on earth. I met some crazy people out there and had a beautiful time. Kid_J and Rebecca met for the first time and they hit it off. I must admit I was a bit jealous at first but after a few drinks I threw away that ridiculous notion and just let myself party on. Everyone was really having a good time. The music was captivating and the boys and grilz were dancing so sexxy. We got there late cause my mom wouldnt lend me the car...Thank God rebecca agreed to drive out. We made it there at 2am and the place was still kicking. I like the fact that kid_j is letting his hair grow again. He looks great with long hair. His ex made him cut it. Damn that girl didnt know what she was doing with her man. I cant believe he is still single after all this time (2 years and counting) I think he has become very selective of the girls who he goes out with. Rebecca really likes him but I was evil and told her she wasnt his type! Haha...she doesnt read Livejournal thank goodness... Afterwards we hit the beach for the rest of the morning until the sun came up. We had breakfast at the Big Pink on South Beach. Awesome place. Picked up my computer too!!! Now I hope to post more on here and not be such a slack ass. Needless to say I got home very horny and with no one to release myself on. Perhaps I should have been more direct last night. There were definitely some cuties in the house. Friday I recovered a bit and went to the movies. I need to go out more. I find myself so reclusive down here in the keys. I want my own place again. Tonight there is a party at the Hog. Not sure who will be willing to hang out but I am definitely going to party one way or another. Current Mood: restless Current Music: Chemical Brothers - Out of Control (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 22nd, 2002
6:25 pm	on my way Im so excited! I am going to Little Havana with Kid_J. Its going to take a lot of convincing to get mom to lend me the car for the night. If only Kid_J would pick me up so I wouldnt need to ask!!! But he does not get off of work untill 7 o'clock and he is all the way up in Fort Lauderdale. By the time he would make it to Key Largo we would both need a nap. So Im going to have to bring out the big guns. The promises and nice comments that we all used to convince our parents of things since the early days of our upbringing. Tonight I am going from White Trash to Latina Heat. I have been told I can pass for both american and hispanic depending on the way I dress and speak. I need to get into character. Gonna ask my friend Rebecca if she wants to come along. I would have to convince her to drive and also to spend the night on the beach since there is NO WAY we are driving home fucked up. Plus...I like to wake up on the beach. I didnt get a chance to check out Jose's place on the beach but if Sunyata and her b/f and Jose all fit comfortable in his bed then Oh Well!!! The sacrafice!!! Damn that Kid_J is like a Comfort Inn. ;) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
12:43 am	The Morning After Its hard to describe what happend last night but I think I got too drunk and flirted too much... When I woke up this morning my mom and I were sleeping in the same bed with this guy (jimmy). It was like... Ok... how did this happened. Luckily I was the first to wake up. I swear I must have blacked out cause I dont remember anythying after the game of cards. My mom was making me laugh so hard. I think we had a fun time. Jenandtonics has added me as a friend!!!!!! Back at you woman!!!! Hope my life is not too disfunctional for you. I think we have more in common than we both know. Current Mood: awake Current Music: DMB - Let You Down (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 20th, 2002
6:27 pm	Mom is in Heat My mother is bringing her boyfriend over tonight. Not sure how to react. I have seen this guy only once before as my mom knows better to bring any of her dates by our house. Now dont get me wrong. I am not the bitter daughter of a horrible divorce. Nor am I opposed to my mom finding true love again. I am opposed to the men who might take my mom's good looks for a piece of play (or mine for that matter!). Here in the keys its really hard to find someone who's interest isnt a quick romp in the sack. At first glance I will find out what his true intentions are. If he is a heat seeker than I will tease and flirt with him till I break him. Gonna show my belly and wear something tight. See if he breaks. If he is a good dude... I will cook them both dinner and clean the table. Ofcourse this means I will be cooking what I want to eat! Lasagna anyone? (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 16th, 2002
1:13 pm	Computer Woes I took my machine over to Kid_J's so he can do some work on it. Turns out that he did go to Fuacata last night and didnt tell me! Gonna visit Dad this weekend in the Keys. Maybe do some snorkling. I have made a list of things to do before the weekend is over: 1) Find 4 listings for possible employment and send them my resume. 2) Tell my dad that I lost his camera and that I am going to pay him for it. 3) Stop myself from feeling bad after my dad lectures me about loosing his camera. 4) Have dinner with Tracy in Key Largo. 5) Finish reading Lightning by Dean Koontz. I hope it doesnt rain this weekend! (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 15th, 2002
9:13 pm	Dunkin Donuts my friend Nicole is a manager at a Dunkin Donuts and asked me today if I would come in and apply to work there since two of her employees suddenly quit on her. Mind you.. I love nicole and would lay down my life for her, but working at dunkin donuts!!! What a favor to ask. I havent called her back yet. I just recently quit from Kinko's and was looking for another job but I know the Nuts pays minimum. Hmmm. Got a postcard from Jackie (my ex-roomate from FIU). She is in Toronto working for a theatre company for the next 3 months. I miss her dearly. I hope she is getting drunk right now and partying her ass off. Kid J doesnt look like he is headed out to Fuacata. I might just end up staying home or going over to my neighbors house to play jenga all night. This is what I have been reduced too. Current Mood: blank Current Music: REM - Shiny Happy People (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:11 am	Jazzid Met up with Jose and some of his friends at Jazzid on south beach. The place was perfectly filled. Not too packed and just the right crowd. DJ Le Spam and the Allstars were playing their Wed gig. Jose introduced me to them and told me they normally play Fuacata on Thursday nights. I soo want to check out that place. So many people keep telling me about it but I always seem to miss it. Got to convince Jose to come out tomorrow night and dance cause I dont know anyone there yet. My cat "gizmo" noticed I got two new goldfish today. He has been staring at the tank all day and night. Came home and he was right beneath the fish tank stand looking up in deep concentration. I can only imagine what his dirty little mind is thinking. My sister might come down to visit from Fort Myers this weekend. Its been almost a year since we have seen each other. Its weird... We live such different lives and though we live only a few hours away we have built up this invisible wall that keeps us from meeting up and spending time together. I hope to change this. Its 2am......... Its time to make the Donuts. Current Mood: drained Current Music: Trinity - Uptown Girl Rasta (2 Comments |Comment on this)
1:20 am	Let There Be More Light... I am a Virgin to Live Journal. Jose my bestest friend in the whole wide world has shown me the light. I will do my best not to let the web world down with my random day to day life but I feel it will be good to expose my soul. More to come... (1 Comment |Comment on this)